so unsexy

[legalmoose]

The mood of the evening, courtesy Alanis. ;-)

oh these little rejections how they add up quickly
one small sideways look and i feel so ungood
somewhere along the way
i think i gave you the power to make me feel
the way i thought only my father could

oh these little rejections how they seem so real to me
one forgotten birthday i'm all but cooked
how these little abandonments
seem to sting so easily
i'm 13 again am i 13 for good?

i can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful
so unloved for someone so fine
i can feel so boring for someone so interesting
so ignorant for someone of sound mind

oh these little protections how they fail to serve me
one forgotten phone call and i'm deflated
of these little defenses how they fail to comfort me
your hand pulling away and i'm devastated

i can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful
so unloved for someone so fine
i can feel so boring for someone so interesting
so ignorant for someone of sound mind

when will i stop leaving baby?
when will i stop deserting baby?
when will i start staying with myself?

oh these little projections how they keep springing from me
i jump my ship as i take it personally
oh these little rejections how they disappear so quickly
the moment i decide not to abandon me

i can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful
so unloved for someone so fine
i can feel so boring for someone so interesting
so ignorant for someone of sound mind

i can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful
so unloved for someone so fine
i can feel so boring for someone so interesting
so ignorant for someone of sound mind

Comments

[nadd-badger.livejournal.com]

are you OK Moose?

Re:

[legalmoose]

Yeah, was just in a strange mood last night.

How 'bout you?

Re:

[nadd-badger.livejournal.com]

pretty lame

am worried about approaching meeting with Huggy Wanker Scum Queen....

anyway - hope you have fun
Tin Man seems out of it u_u poor Lion u_u''''

*huggles*
have a nice weekend!

oh and strange moods?
I offered to shag someone into a coma u_u
*sob sob*